Linkin Park - "Waiting For The End" with lyrics

Change

Changing is tough, but is a must.

people who can adapt different enviroment,

he get the high chance to survival.

Digusting.

now, I'm confusing.

I feel like I'm lost inside the jungle.

feeling very bad, and everything around me is scary.

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where is my energy force?

what have i losing?

what i really want now?

what kind of person i am?

what is my mind thinking?

where did chai shyh haur been?

will he coming back?

what did i afraiding?

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I afraid to step forward.

even look forward.

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recently, something wrong with my gastric.

suffering few days.

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(breathing > thinking > missing )

(breathing > thinking > suffering)

(breathing > thinking > hardworking)

RED house got Champion in 2010

congratulation RED HOUSE members.

hehe.. thank you to those members who cheering, helping..

well, this year 2010

we fight back our champion seat again..

wowow.. GREAT..

but I'm not really happy on it..

I'm just a little bit of pissed off, just a little bit only..

nothing else...haha..

other then this, nothing to mention..

Pleasantly surprised

well. Don't know where to star describe.

today i had a great morning with

minyie, lynne, yanming, jolland, khenghuat, siong, soonkiong and yong kiat

haha.. it was really touching to me.

well. early of morning

my dad had drove the car away,

and i thought the training will be cancel.

but half an hour he return home.

no choice have to carry on my training,

after fetching minyie and yong kiat.

minyie persist to awake jolland to join with us..

after awake him, we go the park carrying our training,

we separate 2 group to carry the activity.

finish one round, yong kiat and I looking for them.

and minyie found us,

we did some active that closing the eyes and walk or runing.

and i'm not hesitate to doing that.

because i thought that was train my listening.

I follow yong kiat direction to a show house.

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'happy birhday to you, happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to sisi, happy birthday to you'

unbelieveable, that have plan this a week ago.

touching man actually..

this is out of my expectation..

after blow off the candle.

and sharing the makan.

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after that, around 12 we go sing K.

then go to lunch at 3.

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thank you you all who celebrating my birthday,

even though is not today.

thank you very much guys

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i feel bad to those who invited me to fulsal.

guys, I'm sorry.

This july is a busy month

this july is really a month busy to me.

I guess i not the only one who feel so busy..

haha..

early of july is our school 2nd term exam.

two week before the exam come.

the atmosphere was feel free and delight.

but one week left before the exam.

everyone was holding file or something else that can read.

the atmoshere was nervous..

haha..

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exam is here.

everyone was in the fighting mode.

form5 student have 3weeks fighting mode.

even though total only 11days.. haha

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and coming next is sport house meeting.

what does it mean?

it mean sportday is around the corner. haha

early of this year, i thought school will not organising the sportday anymore,

because last year something happenned in larkin stadium.

anyway..

on sport practice1.

that's day early of morning had rain.. sob..

after warm-up and awhile later.

it rain cat and dog..

and don't know which fellow have to stop us.

no choice, go back the seat and rest and wait..

wowo. i guess an hour later.

the weather have switch to sun mode.

and we gather to the long jump.

my flavour event..

'nice jump'said some one

i have been selected.

keep practice and keep try...

ouch! i have hurt my back...

but i love it...

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few days from now.

it's our birthday,

'our' means got someone else same with me.

the guy is wen hoa who were same class same house with me..

haha.

happy birthday~~ shyh haur and wen hoa

tomorrow make pie to myself.

and this is 1st time that i make pie.

wish it can eat.. haha..

if really success bring to school share to them..

hehe..

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I'm not a emo boy anymore.

XP blek.. bye bye emo boy..

wowo..

Now, this house no more a normal person.

inculding myself.. haha..

why I laugh?!

Am I gone crazy?! haha..

just like what mr chia said,

only psycho people,

will get interest in psych logy..

I guess I'm. haha..

I'm wondering what is source made this house changed,

no, it should be this family.

everyone was changed abnormally. haha

childhood is full of happiness, even thought sometimes is bitter.

now, that feeling that I can describe is like a rojak.. haha..

I'm sure I almost gone crazy.

anyway, I guess everyone's family has a bitter story time.

anyhow... I still have suffer this in my life.

how I gonna change this family?

which part I should start 1st?

I realize that is lesser and lesser best listener anymore.

even that I also not a good listner.

Suddenly a light refresh my mind,

is that everyone doesn't like to listen 'bad story',

either the complainer is good a 'story teller',

or the 'story' is not attrative?

or maybe the complain is not a attrative person?

or maybe the lisner doesn't like the complainer?

or maybe lisner think that 'your problem is a small matter',

and make the lisner just 'listen'..

I guess I should stop this hypothesis.. haha

I myself can gone crazy,

that's no point making others gone crazy..

haiz..