Linkin Park - "Waiting For The End" with lyrics

Change

Changing is tough, but is a must.

people who can adapt different enviroment,

he get the high chance to survival.

Digusting.

now, I'm confusing.

I feel like I'm lost inside the jungle.

feeling very bad, and everything around me is scary.

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where is my energy force?

what have i losing?

what i really want now?

what kind of person i am?

what is my mind thinking?

where did chai shyh haur been?

will he coming back?

what did i afraiding?

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I afraid to step forward.

even look forward.

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recently, something wrong with my gastric.

suffering few days.

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(breathing > thinking > missing )

(breathing > thinking > suffering)

(breathing > thinking > hardworking)

RED house got Champion in 2010

congratulation RED HOUSE members.

hehe.. thank you to those members who cheering, helping..

well, this year 2010

we fight back our champion seat again..

wowow.. GREAT..

but I'm not really happy on it..

I'm just a little bit of pissed off, just a little bit only..

nothing else...haha..

other then this, nothing to mention..

Pleasantly surprised

well. Don't know where to star describe.

today i had a great morning with

minyie, lynne, yanming, jolland, khenghuat, siong, soonkiong and yong kiat

haha.. it was really touching to me.

well. early of morning

my dad had drove the car away,

and i thought the training will be cancel.

but half an hour he return home.

no choice have to carry on my training,

after fetching minyie and yong kiat.

minyie persist to awake jolland to join with us..

after awake him, we go the park carrying our training,

we separate 2 group to carry the activity.

finish one round, yong kiat and I looking for them.

and minyie found us,

we did some active that closing the eyes and walk or runing.

and i'm not hesitate to doing that.

because i thought that was train my listening.

I follow yong kiat direction to a show house.

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'happy birhday to you, happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to sisi, happy birthday to you'

unbelieveable, that have plan this a week ago.

touching man actually..

this is out of my expectation..

after blow off the candle.

and sharing the makan.

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after that, around 12 we go sing K.

then go to lunch at 3.

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thank you you all who celebrating my birthday,

even though is not today.

thank you very much guys

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i feel bad to those who invited me to fulsal.

guys, I'm sorry.

This july is a busy month

this july is really a month busy to me.

I guess i not the only one who feel so busy..

haha..

early of july is our school 2nd term exam.

two week before the exam come.

the atmosphere was feel free and delight.

but one week left before the exam.

everyone was holding file or something else that can read.

the atmoshere was nervous..

haha..

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exam is here.

everyone was in the fighting mode.

form5 student have 3weeks fighting mode.

even though total only 11days.. haha

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and coming next is sport house meeting.

what does it mean?

it mean sportday is around the corner. haha

early of this year, i thought school will not organising the sportday anymore,

because last year something happenned in larkin stadium.

anyway..

on sport practice1.

that's day early of morning had rain.. sob..

after warm-up and awhile later.

it rain cat and dog..

and don't know which fellow have to stop us.

no choice, go back the seat and rest and wait..

wowo. i guess an hour later.

the weather have switch to sun mode.

and we gather to the long jump.

my flavour event..

'nice jump'said some one

i have been selected.

keep practice and keep try...

ouch! i have hurt my back...

but i love it...

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few days from now.

it's our birthday,

'our' means got someone else same with me.

the guy is wen hoa who were same class same house with me..

haha.

happy birthday~~ shyh haur and wen hoa

tomorrow make pie to myself.

and this is 1st time that i make pie.

wish it can eat.. haha..

if really success bring to school share to them..

hehe..

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I'm not a emo boy anymore.

XP blek.. bye bye emo boy..

wowo..

Now, this house no more a normal person.

inculding myself.. haha..

why I laugh?!

Am I gone crazy?! haha..

just like what mr chia said,

only psycho people,

will get interest in psych logy..

I guess I'm. haha..

I'm wondering what is source made this house changed,

no, it should be this family.

everyone was changed abnormally. haha

childhood is full of happiness, even thought sometimes is bitter.

now, that feeling that I can describe is like a rojak.. haha..

I'm sure I almost gone crazy.

anyway, I guess everyone's family has a bitter story time.

anyhow... I still have suffer this in my life.

how I gonna change this family?

which part I should start 1st?

I realize that is lesser and lesser best listener anymore.

even that I also not a good listner.

Suddenly a light refresh my mind,

is that everyone doesn't like to listen 'bad story',

either the complainer is good a 'story teller',

or the 'story' is not attrative?

or maybe the complain is not a attrative person?

or maybe the lisner doesn't like the complainer?

or maybe lisner think that 'your problem is a small matter',

and make the lisner just 'listen'..

I guess I should stop this hypothesis.. haha

I myself can gone crazy,

that's no point making others gone crazy..

haiz..

Don't know

Now... my mood is down.

I have no idea what is the source affect me.

but One thing that I know is I feel lonely..

I wish I have a DAGGER that I can reverse the time.

last monday I have a fight with my younger brother, Jolland.

He was a good sleeper, since he was young.

this one I can accepted. but I disliker his temper.

well, that was happenned in the morning.

7something my dad has woke him up for work.

8something I have waken because of sound of water.

then I go to maple.

he come out from bathroom.

and he ask me fetch him to work.

I ignore him because he can go out with my dad.

but he didn't because he sleep inside toilet about an hour.

everynight he come back home around 2-3.

and this cause him has not enought sleep.

some more he didn't ask with polite.

at the begen, I talk he'll walk to his work place.

awhile later, he ask me again. I ignore him.

and he turn back fight with me.

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after the fight. I have send him to work.

and he doesn't show his grateful to me.

I was really unhappy to his attitude.

I drop off the car and ask him to say thank you.

but nothing that I get.

I was very upset that I have transform my brother to this.

we used to have a good brotherhood

He once a good kid. and he result was better then me alot.

when I came to my dad here. I have change my characteristic.

I start to ignore him and join others guy.

I have stop him from following me.

I'm the one who was change his future.

and now I cant do anything to him.

I wish I can pull him back from bad habit.

If I can I wish I were him. and he were be me.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

now we cant talk nicely to each others.

all is my fault.

I wish he has all the good thing that I have.

I hope he will start thinking his future.

and I want him to be more mature.

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my bad habit is I hate to face the problem that I facing.

since I were young.

I'm wondering Is my family problem affect me to this?

Or either I should blame myself why don't face the problem.

I need a good listener.

but no one willing like to hear my nonsence history.

Oi!!!! what you really want? wake UP

this few weeks I totally fell in maple.

Now I think over~

Is maple represents what I need?

Is maple represents my SPM result?

Is maple represents my life?

my friend has answer me~

IT just a entertainment for someone who was lonely.

and I think back - Am I the one who was lonely?

Is lonely cause me to fell in maple?

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Am I a lazy fellow?

the 2nd exam is around the corner,

and doing nothing with my study.

Is this type of attitude to face my SPM?

I need someone to guard me during my study.

but who is the one? (anyone willing study with me?)

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after SPM, what is the courge that I want to study?

what is the job that I want to occupy.

In my life what I gonna become?

I'm blur and confused.

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this few months notice that I getting fat.

especially after straighten my tooth... XD

looking for someone who may exercises wtih me.

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thinking, confusing, resting, lonely, enjoy-ing.

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This week Happening

This few days quite busy.

What I busy for,

tuition, birthday celebration, gathering, work with dad and homework.

Feel that time is not enough. haha

recently, Friends birthday is COMBO.

since 26th to 29th.

26th, Ee Siong's birthday.

before night I'm wondering attend or not.

cause got tuition class and need to closed.

but in the end I attended his party

unfortunately, the HAPPY HOUR was gone before I reach there. Y.Y

after that we went to K until 1 something.

slept at 2. (TIRED)

27th, Tan Shi Yin's birthday.(mei mei)

Not much events happened.

actually, I talk WE can celebrate at BUS and having fun with them.

but the MAIN character has been TRANSFER to another bus.

Sob sob sob.

28th, Wong Wei Siong's birthday.(future head chief)

by 12 o'clock. WE got the PLAN to celebrate his birthday.

which was pretended ask him to having tea.

and WE shooting WATER BALL to him when he out of his house

But the ball is not suit of this game. So WE fail. XD

after these, maple at home with them.

NEXT morning WE went out to tebrau city.

My schoolmate was CANCELLED the gathering.

no choice, NOTHING to do overther with siong n minyie. HAHA

Don't know why I keep feel hungry so that I keep eating overther.

SKIP>>>>>>>>>>>

Going to bath and maple with them.^^

see ya.

Ermmmm...

Well.. today is lyn's birthday.

Happy birthday to LYN.

this morning the modem is out of function, thought that I spoke it,

but after lyn return the charger for me~~ IT start working. ^^

last friday night I went out with last year form 5 guys to have FUN.

and I slept at 4 a.m.

next morning I have to wake up early for to ECA. tired~~~ XD

come to school we cook lot of kueh, and we didn't feel full after finish it.

Vincent they all hang out after school for basket train

Lai also with them. but I absent for the invitation.

cause I facing finance problem.

This half of may overuse my salary.

I guess within few week my money is back.

(hope that is under my expectation)

well, that's all.

What Should I Do?

Sometimes I'm thinking

Who Am I actually?

Am I really was WHO I'm?

What I really want in my life?

What should I be?

Am I a troublemaker?

Am I anti by socially?

Or I myself don't know HOW to behave?

What is my mind thinking?

ermmmmmmmmmm..

THESE questions I cant answer myself.

Victor has tell me learn from someone but do not be someone.

And I have no idea WHAT I'm actually?

I'm scare I'll lost in some way.

My First Writing!!

well, this is 1st time I been here.

And writing something in blog.

Today my sch has celebrated teacher day at southern college.

Everyone was enjoying the show.

Let the put the shot on us.

ME and my few fellow friends who was gone crazy at the back.

Everyone was looking at us.

But we quite enjoy what have we done.

The worst thing was we are not really a good dancer or something else.

Angel say we gonna perform at the stage if we all agree.

actually I quite expect that WE(form 5) could perform together for the last year.

Aiya....

My camera battery was dead.

sob.... I only could take few photo.

last night I have forgot recharge back my battery.

NEXT time must do so..

This year I hope I could take some memories.

the past few year I do nothing about it.

I guess everyone doesnt like or call it hate that kind feeling when everyone is left.

take some photo we may recall at the future.

Come to form 5 I wish have a NICE school life.

doing something we may not regret.

The 1st thing is SPM result which possibility change our future.

and 2nd thing is our friendship can stand last longer.

I find that secondary is more FUN than primary and meaningful.

I guess is the time to end of writing.

Find that writing blog can improve my english..

hehe~~ nice..